don’t call me
a martyr
I work off
the clock
not that
holy
I fight myself
to a draw
and if I could just
forget
close my eyes
to the rest
I wouldn’t get
so upset
I might
even relax
tried
meditation
couldn’t get
there
too much
information
the evil
is real
stuck
in this situation
I made it
myself
when I smell
something burning
I just
have to check
you’re
a realist
you sleep
with anyone
Idealists
count mistakes
no one
else counts